I dont know if I'm scared of dying but I'm scared of living too fast too slow

I just returned to work after five days of vaction spent visiting my lovely grandparents, secondhand shopping, eating way too much food and enjoying more quiet surroundings - the fuzz of working in central Copenhagen is something I love, but sometimes smaller towns can be refreshing. I've also managed to go (rainbow) blonde for now after struggling to remove ye good ol' purple hairdye that left a very unpleasant green tint in my hair. But I have a brand new bottle of Special Effect's Cupcake Pink waiting for me, so it probably won't be long until I return to my natural hair color - baby pink. Are you guys enjoying the spring weather kicking in?